drafts, deletes and then some

i've wanted to share my thoughts with you for some time now. yes with you and the world. as i've been told i am not a very private person since i have so much public space for venting.

and yet i come to these "create new posts spaces" unable to complete a sentence, a thought, a...

which pretty accurately describes how i've been feeling these days. i've drafted lots of posts. i've deleted status messages and tweets, annoyed with myself for saying things. always saying things.

i've vented. and vented. i've been angry. i've been drawing. i'm happy to welcome this old friend. have very much enjoyed drawing. charcoal. pencil. colours. lines. emotions.

i've worked out. crossed things off my lists. laughed. been happy. took a ride on my high horse for awhile.

so i'm sure i'll get back to some more regular rambles from yours truly--seeking a better understanding of myself, through your eyes, comments, supports and textes.. .but for now.

i've been living.