it's always hard starting anew especially when i was going pretty well for awhile. a few setbacks and i took a big time break from working out and eating right. def. didn't make much sense but nothing else in my world was making much sense, so i followed suit.
i am going to revamp this blog since i haven't talked to justin in forever and it doesn't seem like he is as interested in venting his challenges to the world as i seem so good at. it's as though i'm a constant stream of rambles all over the place; in emails to friends, in two blogs, on my FB page, Twitter, gchat, and wherever else i seem to be able to spill my ongoing dialogue onto.
at this point i don't know if it's out of control, therapeutic or just frivilous!?
and also at this point- i'm NOT interested in answering the last question, but am interested in reaching down ever so slowly to get ahole of those boot straps. each time i have to bend a little lower and hold on a littler tighter to those tattered peices of myself that help me to pull myself up and stand up straight facing the world anew.
facing the world anew with new goals and hopes. and dear lord,jesus and any other spiritual beings that would like to help, please help my lessons to be ones I LEARN and not allow myself to sacrifice goodness for unworthy recipients.
friday i am heading to zumba after my long hiatus and then will try to hit the gym at least 3 times next week.
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- JPS
- i'm full of sarcasm, it's how i deal with some of the more frustrating moments of my life. fitness is important to me and anytime i'm in a funk-its' probably because i haven't worked out! i could write forever but sadly have some of the worst grammar ever. and have no plans to fix it.
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