Wednesday, May 20, 2009

where did my gut come from?

i signed up for the GirlGet Strong fitness challenge to lose 10lbs by july 4th. the next day the scale was up one lb. tonight i went to the gym and now decided a couple of chips and brie cheese are a great pre bed time snack.

i think i have to restart the Instinct Diet. It was the only time i started to see results. i have no idea what my problem is.

before it was being jobless. then it was a boy. then it was new apartment and now -- i just don't know.

i like feeling slim and sexy and not afraid of a little skin showing. i like when my family noticed some inches gone.

anyway- going around in circles. my head isn't straight. the gym was good. i miss my friend but not so much that i'm super sad--

i'm not going to try to figure anything out. i am not going to write a super "deep" post. i am not going to wait to long to put my snacks away and head to bed.

i'm just going to accept the vague place i'm in and hope that some sweet dreams grace my mind tonight.

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i'm full of sarcasm, it's how i deal with some of the more frustrating moments of my life. fitness is important to me and anytime i'm in a funk-its' probably because i haven't worked out! i could write forever but sadly have some of the worst grammar ever. and have no plans to fix it.